An unopened letter, an untold word.

What if you wrote a letter but you didn’t have any reply for a long time?

You might think that the person to whom you wrote that letter didn’t receive it. Or maybe he/she was busy until now and you, still hope that he/she will reply to your letter so desperately. Whatever you think, you can’t stop the thought about it and it’s haunting you, isn’t it?

And what if there’s something you want to say to someone but you still can’t say it?

Well, there are a lot of case about this and most of them, if I don’t get it wrong, are about feeling. Feeling in this case could be guilty feeling, love feeling, or any else. Once the person to whom you want to say is gone, you’ll regret that you’ve never said it to him/her before. This regret, is more horrible than the first case about an unopened letter.

GODDAMMIT, WHY CAN’T I JUST SAY IT TO HER?

Okay, I know that she won’t read this but I wish she does. I know it has a very little chance that she would read this. But please, I really hope she would read this. God, help me.

It’s so frustating that another person can say it easily, but I can’t. This pride sucks. I wish I could just leave my pride behind and say it to her.

OH GOD, HOW I HATE BEING A MELANCHOLIC!

IT’S JUST A FUCKING INTRODUCTION, AND WHY CAN’T I JUST SAY IT?!

At least, please go when I’ve known your name!

Why do you have to go, now?

OH GOD, BRING HER BACK TO WHERE I WANT IT TOMORROW. PLEASE?

AND GRANT ME GUTS TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO.